So, that's the first day over with, and what a day! Still not sure what I'm doing this for, as it's all talking about your past and where you've come from. "Face your fear", which grates as a real Americanism, not something that fits in the English way.
I did think I'd "got it" this morning, having a weird feeling of complete euphoria, but then it went after I'd made a couple of calls to complete the assignment for that break. And since then I've been getting more and more cynical. Watching people around the room far too happy about whatever it is they're smiling at. Life's full of ups and downs, you can't expect to be able to solve the world and it's problems within a few minutes.