Well, something's happened today and I've no idea what. The trip into London this morning was weird, in a good way. Everyone wanted to talk to me, as if there was something about me that glowed. The walk from Kings Cross to Euston was delicious, and I don't know why. And meeting up this morning with those people I've grown close to over the last 2 days, well, they're a completely different bunch!
I feel on top of the world. I have a life full of possibilities. I can talk about Jules now without feeling full of pain. I can share her life and what it means to me without wanting to crack up and cry. I can cry with a warm feeling, grieve. I'm in love with life and what it can be.
More conversations with people on the phone. I can talk about things clearly. And come to terms with what it means to live life to the full. I know the meaning of life and how it works!
I'm off to bed to try and get some sleep. I'm so buzzing I don't know if I'll sleep or not. But I've the day off tomorrow, so I can have a long ly-in if need be.
