Just got back from number 6 Seminar. And this evening was a guest evening Introduction to Landmark as well. Except the difference tonight was that the guests stayed in the room and worked through the seminar with us.
Quite interesting, it gave a completely different angle on what the seminar meant, and what the various conversations where talking about. I didn't manage to talk to everyone I could about coming down tonight, it was only a week's notice. So in some cases it was just too short notice. So I've got the dates for the up and coming ones now, so I can let you guys know with plenty of warning when the next one's are. There's one next week, the 18th, the day after Jules died.
As for what I got from tonight. Well, things have been building up, emotionally, as I know they will continue to do, at least for the next week. Up until five minutes before it started I was ready to leave and come home, even though I'd gotten myself all the way down there. I didn't want to be there, I felt crap, and there was no way I was sitting in a room listen and talking when I wanted to be at home, doing nothing. I'd even sat outide the room, instead of going in, waiting for the rest of the group to turn up, just so it would be easier sloping off. All sounds daft now I'm typing it, and I shared the fact with the group at the end. It's quite surprising how much emotion can well up and make you think and feel in a really different way.
I shared why with my seminar group at the end, and listened to everything everyone else was up to over the last few weeks. I've also taken on the challenge of sharing with the whole seminar in 2 weeks time, on the 25th May. The last time I shared myself to over 100 people was at Jules funeral. Serendipity indeed......
