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April 1, 2004

And Finally...

It's day 4 of the course - PHEW!

The course has but finished. All the detail stuff is over, and it's hints and tips, Q&A this afternoon. Hopefully we can get away for 4 and miss the rush back :-D

Last nights visit wasn't too good, it's now apparent that Jules has lost her sight. She's quite unresponsive and isn't talking much either, which doesn't help matters. But she did grab me and give me an enormous hug, so the thought's still there, even if the talk ain't ;-) I guess this is yet another stage in the process which I wished would never happen :-(

I remember back in August Jules saying she didn't mind whatever happened during or after the second operation as long as she still had her eyesight. A lots changed since then, and what's frustrating is Jules can't articulate what she's thinking, so I can't understand what she's feeling. "Is she scared she can't see anymore?" - don't know :-( And that's probably the MOST frustrating thing for me, not knowing what she's thinking about all this :-(

Posted by alan at April 1, 2004 12:47 PM

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