Up, down, up, down, up diddy dum

I should chart my angst levels on my blog, really I should. Perhaps not for any rational purpose other than to create a suitably chaotic graph apropos of nothing in particular. I do worry a little that I occasionally give entirely the wrong impression of what's going on in my life or in my thoughts, purely for the sake of having to something to write about. Oftentimes I'll sit down to write about a particular happening and then churn out something else entirely, something I later look back on and think: "I wrote that?" I'm a bit concerned that such postings seem to spewing forth with increased frequency, though as a consequence of what, I'm not entirely sure. On the other hand, it's not as though I've gone through everything I've written to see how true that is. It may well not be. Which brings me back the charting. There's nothing like pretty graphs filled with lots of confusing lines and figures to take one's mind of one's angst is there?

Anyway, I suppose this is my way of apologising for coming across as a bit of a whinger recently. In future I'll try and reserve it until I have good reason. Though in future I'll also try not to have good reason too. If that makes any sense...